So last Sunday, after 5 years I told my husband (Sushil) that I want to go out and watch a movie, any movie. But I just want to go out.
And yes it has been 5 years since we watched a movie in theatre. Last movie that we saw was “ Baby Boss” , which was 1 day before I delivered my son.
Ever since then we never went outside to watch any.
Have you felt like this after unexpectedly losing a loved one? Let me know in the comments.
Life has been on the extreme sides these days. I either stick with my bed, don’t eat, sleep or even drink water until necessary or just grab my phone and get outside, roam around like I am searching something valuable…..
Anyways, I will not dig deep as I have already mentioned my feeling in this blog.
So we went outside and booked a show of afternoon. Didn’t ate anything as was not feeling right. We went to Phoenix Mall, Pune. This is same mall where we visited with our son just one week earlier his death to buy a washing machine.
I clearly remember how happy he was, he said, “ Mumma, new machine me Mai Kapde dhounga” {Translation – Mumma, I will wash clothes in my new washing machine}.
My felt really heavy, as i could remember even the tiniest detail of that day.
But not everything that I write here is sad. One thing happened that day, somehow I kept my hairs open. As far as I remember, I have not kept my hair open in ages.
And guess what I loved it, asked my husband to take some pictures of mine as well as a selfie together.
I remember telling him, that my hair still look good untied.
Now if you are wondering that if I take a lot of care of it. Let me be very care , no not at all. I just shampoo and oil it twice a week. For oiling I love to use…….. Seer Secrets 100% Natural Amla & Camphor Hair Oil | the smell of this oil is so refreshing, i feel light headed after applying this.
And for shampoo i use SAAMYA Herbal Scalp Rejuvenation Shampoo , first of all this is a herbal one, so toxic free basically. Moreover, it contains the goodness of essential oils. This is good for men, women as well as kids.
Now you know my hashtag hair ritual. And Thankyou for all the kind words that you showered on my last blog…………
